keep coming around.

i loveeeeeee you, come back soon from california :(

st. valentine

soo, just found out i'm gonna be valentine-less this year :( le boyfriend will be offf in california for his birthdayy weekend. yayy me. -_- searching for a tutor still, but i think we might have found one. sorta. jon's daddddy! but maybs. idk. kinda awk? i have to email the tutor kim and i saw on sunday and tell her that we don't want her.... yay. $50 a week.... no thanks. i'd rather do without one. definitely failed my math test. got 6 out of 40. sigh. this semesterr = new me! gonna actually tryy i guesss. ok hw time. :( byesiessss.

somewhere to begin.

Life is finally a neutral point. Haven't been like this in a while. Things are just going smoothly. I finished Dear John today. It seems like a very true story. Can't wait to watch itt. People say it's like thee best book ever and it's their favorite and stuff, but i dont see it. Idk. Maybe i expected too much. Next book, the last song maybe. Or Time traveler's wife. or the notebook. or lovely bones. lol. so many options. Kim, Nicole and I are looking for a math tutor. So far, 1 guy responded and he's soo pricey -_- Maybe I'll just ask my cousin who's ridiculously smart. Lately, I've been listening to sad songs and wanting to read sad books.
Lifehouse - somewhere only we know
Miley Cyrus - When I look at you

Probably got a bunch of B's last semester. FML. :( kinda wish I cared more, but... not really since either way, U of O is where I'm gonna go. Oh and Kim and I are going to be in the talent show singing Smelly Cat :) haha. I'm excited. It'd be sooo stupid/fun. Brandon's birthday is next weeekend. He's going off to California while i'll be working. sad sad.



Just so you know, this is what we both wanted.

out of sight

out of mind? let's see how that goes for a while. this weekend was fun. hung out with brandon, then with julia in eugene. i feel like i made the right decision :) life is goood. for the most part.