dark night

Toured University of Oregon on Monday with Emeline. Twas quite fun and learned a lot. Going to tour University of Portland later today with her. I've been thinking about schools lately and I think my choices are UW & UP. UO will be my back up school cause I can do my prerequisites there, then transfer to OHSU or Linfield, if I get accepted. UW is my first since it's far away, but close enough to come home every once in a while. I really need to think of a cool senior project quick. School's coming up fastt. I went school supply shopping and all I really got were notebooks. I need to start caring about senior year. Today, well last night to be technical, went to a Pizza Party @ the library for the volunteers, even though I didn't volunteer (yet). Wall-A needs to be with his pops sooon. He sure misses Daddy Brandon. I can't find my remote to my ipod player, sorta like an ihome. I was talking to Meghan on the phone while holding it in my hand, then I just put it somewhere I guess. Brandon tried finding it in my room together, but he can't. Idk where it could be. :( I really need it cause I don't like pressing the buttons on the player. I want to get a singing game for my wii. I really need to start playing it and put my parents money to some good use. Or I could get Wii Fit! & actuallly get fit. Wouldn't that be nice. The library has wii games! Isn't that so cool? I sure think so.



Hanging out with Emeline for most the week. Baby girl Julia comes Thursday, but I won't see her until next week due to work & camping. I'm so excited for camping. Haha, I hope it's as fun as it was 3 years ago. Myspace is really gay, Twitter is really gay, Facebook is getting gay. So Brandon showed me that Nokia is coming out with a laptop. I really want it! Maybe. It lasts up to 12 hours, which is absolutely amazing, since the one I have now only lasts 2. But idk if I'd like it cause it's only 10 inches. Maybe I want a Mac. But that'll be a lot more money. Sigh.

good morning

It's early & I'm waiting for Brandon to come over. I hope he doesn't take a long time :( Soooo, Wall-A. Haha. Our baby robot :) Now I'm gonna walk to meet up with Brandon. In the cold. Sigh. The things we do for the people we love. Tehe.

starting to trip, losing my grip

Brandon told me yesterday that someone name "b1acc" messaged him and told him I was cheating on him. Ohkayy.. totallly false. Never ever. I love him. That's all there is to it. It's not a big deal or anything, but why theee hell would anyone do that ? I really wanna know who it is. I hope they message him back or something. DUMBASS. But, I saw him today :) After a week or so. Twas very nice. I missed him very much. He gave me a robot named Wall-A. Tis our little baby. It's kinda lame though, but I have to keep it. I'll take a picture of it tomorrow.

I'm reallly tempted to get my hair cut short. Exactly like this,

It looks so cute and good on Nicole Richie. But she has a different face then I do. I have a bigger face, I think. It's a very sophisticated and grown up look and I need a new change. But I'm scared that it'll look bad. Long hair is nice too cause you can do more with it, likeee Leighton Meester. Although idk when I'm going to do my hair like that. Lol. She's such a pretty girl. I'm so jealous.

There's so many movies out that I want to see. Our theater doesn't have 500 days of summer ! -___- That is so upsetting. I could always watch it on TV Highway I suppose, but still. It said now playing everywhere. I also want to see the Time Traveler's Wife. It looks super good. Hopefully work tomorrow will be fun. Work @ 130. I guess I'm working with Kathy for a little bit. I wish they gave my more days, but I need to step up my game. Emeline told me about Lastfm and how they recommend artists that are similar to the artists you like. I think that is so cool because I always wondered where she got her music. So I did that and downloaded a bunch of songs. So I don't think high school prepares you for college. They don't tell you that you need to do scholarships summer going into senior year and doesn't show you different career paths. I know counselors are busy people with all the kids they have to watch but still. Julia's gone to Ekone and then Eugene. I can't go with her because her mom isn't going through Portland on their way back :( I'm doing something with her Labor Day weekend though. Ah, school's coming up so quick. I wish Brandon would go to Liberty. It would make everything easier. But he wants to go to PCC because of the fashion class. I understand, but idk what that means for us. It'll be hard, but we'll get through it. We betttter. <3

secrets

I guess someone told Brandon something that's bad and he can't tell me until tomorrow -_- I wanna know what it is! I don't get why he can't tell me now though. At least I'll finally get to see him tomorrow. Nick came by and gave me the pictures yesterday. It was nice talking to him and just catching up on our lives and looking up cars. But omg, THEY PICTURES ARE SO EMBARRASSING. & we got like sooo many too. 40 wallets, 2 8x10s, a bunch of 5x7s. Idk, its just ridiculous. I don't even have that many friends, let alone pass out that many pictures. I've given 1 wallet away and that was to Julia. Who would want pictures from 2 years ago? Lol. Idk what we were thinking -_- We look like we're 2. BTW, I don't like him ! I just put it up cause I've never seen it until yesterday.

I still need to finish reading Malcolm X and do 5 more journal entries. I think the journal entires are more important then actually reading it. I applied for some scholarships today, hopefully I'll get them, but doubtful. I'm actually excited for school, but I'm going to be in public services which is pointless since I want to be a nurse but I can't switch to health services because then I'd have to start all over and be with the sophomores and I definitely don't want to do that. I don't think I could do that even if I wanted to. Does anyone know what's going up with Mischa Barton ? Random, but I haven't heard any talk about her for such a long time. She made me want to buy Keds. I wish she didn't have to die in the OC, and that it'll go for a 5th season, but will never happen.
SCHEDULE
1. Public Services 2
2. Psychology/Sociology
3. Senior Inq
4. Senior Inq
5. AP Stats
6. Material Science
7. Early Release
I hope material science will be fun. I just want another year of science to get a chancellor's diploma. The teacher is cool but idk who's going to be in that class that will help me :( I need to take anatomy and physiology or else I'm going to know nothing in college.

I've barely hung out with any friends with summer. It's really sad. haha. The only person I've seen at least 5 times is Brandon, due to my sickness the beginning of the summer and me being gone for 2 weeks and working. Speaking of work, I start again on Saturday ! I'm really excited cause I need money. I need to save up for something, but idk what. I guess I want a bike, but that's for college. Maybe a car ? But I think my grandma is going to give me money. I think she said $5000, unless she actually said $500 -_- or maybeeee get a DS ! I loved played super mario bros. in California. But that might be a waste since that's probably the only game I'll play. I designed my debit card and now it has sunflowers on it :) I kinda wanna switch from Wells Fargo to Chase cause you get $100 if you open a checking account with them ! Wouldn't that be niceee. I guess I'll make a list of things I sorta want. Camera, DS, car, bike. That's it I think. Oh, I'm taking my drive test on Sept. 3. Wish me luck. I think that I'll do fine, but I don't wanna jinx it. I need to reread the driver's manual cause I don't remember much from the last time I read it. I'm actually more scared about that then the drive.

"God doesn't give you the people you want. He gives you the people you need. To hurt you, to love you, to teach you, to break you, to turn you into the person you're supposed to be"

role model

Had veggie sticks for the first time yesterday while volunteering. They were pretty good except it got me thirsty quick, so that got old. Emeline and I volunteered at the Children's Book Bank and just made old books look like new. Twas easy and fun. I want to go again. So I guess my ex boyfriend Nick, finally found our pictures from homecoming 3 years ago. haha, actualllly his mom did. I really wanna see them cause I haven't yett ! I hope they look cute. I forgot what I looked like as a sophomore. Haha. I bought my homecoming dress for this year alreadyy. Twas from F21, so tis cheap. Not like I'm gonna wear it more than oncee. Actually, I might. I got cute cheap shoes to match it too. I likee goood deals. Everytime I go shopping with Kathy, I get these clothes but I don't wear them. There's like 9223 tops in my closet that I've never worn. -_- Better start wearing them I guesss. But we're going shopping next week with Kim. Tehe, I love to shop.

Honestly, I don't have much style. I just pick out a top, pick out some matching bottoms, or not matching, some accessories maybeee, and shoes. I wish I did though, especialllly like thosee two. They're so cute, alll the time. Or Nicole Richie, she doesn't have such a cute face, but I like the way she dresses. Tis simple. THIS IS WHY I NEED TO GO SHOPPING.

YAY, 2 more days til I see Brand. Finallly finally finally. It's been too long. Update on the pup- She has fleas ! :( I never thought this day would come. She still pees on our $928392 carpet on occassion -_- She can now do high 5 and hand shakes though, ish. She went from 4.3 pounds to 5.4. My baby's growing up so fastt.

home sweet home

Finally home from 2 weeks in California. It was really good for the most part. Surprisingly, I hung out with Brandon :) Didn't hang out with Jessica + Jacinda. :| Maybee next year. I had to wake up early most of the days. Twas very ridiculous.
Saw Maria Sharapova play at the Home Depot Center and beat a ranked girl. Sharapova's not ranked due to her injury last year which caused her to not play.

Universal Studios


Gabrielle's house on Desperate Housewives

Huntington Beach

Hunter

Angels game against Texas Rangers

RIP Nick Adenhart. He was killed in a drunk driving accident.

They lost realllllllllllllly bad.

Fashion Island, Newport Beach with my Alina + cousinn.


Went to top of the world with Brandon and his friends in Laguna around midnight to watch a meteor shower, but it was superr foggy and we definitely didn't see any meteors. I reallly really miss him :( He doesn't come back until Thursday, which means I won't see him until Friday. Sighh,can't waittt til he's back. My cousin Hailee's 8th birthday was kinda coool. There was this balloon animal lady who was just so good and so detailed. I asked for a penguin. Haha, he's cute. I did some shopping down there. Not so much, just got 2 bags, a shirt, a jacket-ish, a sweater, and leggings. Now that I'm home, I need to finish my summer homework, do scholarships or something for college, get my senior pictures, and go back to schoool shopping. SENIOR :)
BTW, I don't wanna be wanna one of those girls that's all like, " i lovelovelove my boyfriend, together forever, xx/xx/xx - forever, he is theeee best, HE IS MY SOUL MATE", but i really do love him. haha.

california love

Life's reallll good :) Same as always- hang out with the bf pretty much everydayy. Work is going good. I lovee working with Mariah. She is sho funnny. She can make anythingg fun. "Pizza?" "Mmm, a feast!" "His mom must have really good food, cause ya know .." That probably didn't make sense to anyone, but oh well. CALIFORNIA TOMORROW. So excited :) Plane ride with Brandon, then we're gonna go our seperate ways. :( Hopefully I'll hang out with him while I'm down there. Plan- Angels game, LA tennis championships, Universal Studios, Hailee's B-day party, JACINDA + JESSICA, and many others. I got my senior pictures done last week. I really like them. Although they're not really "senior" pictures, they're niceee." Visit her- jeanphotography & you can get 1/2 off your senior pictures if you get a card from me. Good deal, I'll say.





Went to Seattle today with my girlll, Emeline. Mostly just walked around. It was super tiring and Sophie pretty much like died. Twas her first time walking and she was pretty good at it. They had a fish auction and there were so many people performing their talents on the streets for money. Some were pretty good too. Went on a carousel. It was going pretty fast and I got dizzy looking at it. Sorta visited University of Washington. I love it ! It's SUPER huge and reallly nice. Barely walked around cause of the weather. But I really like the school from what I've seen. I wanna attend a class. And get an actual tour. UW is definitely one of my options. Another option is UP. But they don't have sororities there which is what I want to join and it's a private school so it'll cost quite a bit. But they have a good nursing program. Last choice is OHSU. The registration fee is $120 -_- That's insane. Idk if OHSU is actually even an option or I'd have to go there after I get my bachelor's. I recently switched what I want to do from crime scene investigator to being a nurse. My mom influenced my descision and I think I made a good choice. Although crime scene investigation would have been a lot interesting and different, nursing sounds more realistic. Good luck to mee.




BTW, I'm married :) to Brandon Xayarath. He's somewhat a good husband. We've been married since Friday I think. We're very much in love <3 style="cursor: pointer; width: 270px; height: 407px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEju28mmy9ylJJVfb5-Z_S53-mtjvdW0o0mVh3a0wRWrpv7DtL89wJ6ILUv4nsEiBLKLe2CjwXflLYIwiwcYqayCTDeKgeua1LRsmp3SYN1U0Uw0U5waF9KClQ76mR1j68lMhKahA8atBoCE/s400/DSC_0002.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5365664244002814178" border="0">



and then there's Sophie- my other babyyy.