come on college

Soo, I got a bunchh of a books on congenital heart disease and ventricular septal defect. Perfect for my senior paperr. Nott going to take the ACT this weekend + didn't take the SAT last weeek. Not really needed since the schools I want to go to don't require such a fabulous score. I applied to Seattle Pacific todayy. Don't know if I'd really go if I got in, but maybe if I got a good scholarship. Working tomorrow @ 6, then Sunday @ 6. I finished season 3 of Greek today. Reallly good ending. I also finished the season finale of Gleee. I'm currently watching Desperate Housewives season 4. It's going pretty good.

wasting my minutes

formspring-
ok ok, maybe that was too broad, what is your favorite home made dish?
- uhm, i don't reallly know. i like all kinds of foooood. i like meat though. haha. btw, who is this? lol.

soooo, today was alright. i like mondays. the classes are shorter, but there's more of it. definitely have to study for my math test. :((( i hate stats. i wish i wasn't so behind. soo, i got accepted into Elmhurst College. Tis in Illinois. $12,000 scholarship per year :D but i'm probably not going to go. i can't stand the cold. it'd be nice though i think. so i turned off the heat last night cause it was wayy to hot, then this morning. it was FREEEEEZING. i definitely hated it. i hope it snows sometime soon. i dont wanna go to school ever again in my life. lala. i might be a physical therapist now. haha. maybs. idks. next weeek = 10 months with Brandon! sooo long. tooooo long. jk :)
goals for today-

• do math hw/study
• study for ACT
• wash + dry tie-dye shirts
• do laundry

i think that's enough. they all seem achievable if i dont procrastinate.


Liu Wen- first Asian model on for Victoria's Secret Fashion Show.
I thought that was very cool. Haha. :)


D R A M A.
poooooor Tiger.

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formspring-
you like Tegan and Sara? that's interesting, all you western oregon people like indie...

What's your favorite dish?
- sowwwies. welll, i like various foods. i lovee orange chicken + chow mein though. haha.

just got done tie-dying 7 shirts and a sweater. guess i'll see if it'll look good tomorrrow :) had a good today todayy. Brandon came over for a little bitt. Missed him. f f f school. senioritis.

long gone

Haven't updated on blogspot in a longg time. Christmas is coming up quickk. Going to Waikiki, Hawaii Christmas Day :) Gonna be realll relaxing. Sooo let's seee. There was homecoming. That was alright. Well, Brandon and I didn't really go since he was suspended -_- We justt hung out instead after pictures and dinner. Lacey won homecoming queen though :) Very precious. Don't really know what to say since I forgot everything. Work's been going good. I'm scared to look at how much I have on my card since I just spend spend spend. My goal is to get up to $700, then spend. Research paper is going very good. I worked on it yesterday and today. Got 4 pages done :) Senior project is going welll. Made some bracelets and a bunchh of tie-dye shirts. BUY ONE! They'll go to the Children's Miracle Network. I HATE AP STATS. soo much. I can't believe how how much I hate it. It's not even that hard except I'm wayy behind and I have a test on Tuesday. I really need to study and get off this thing. For the past couple days, people reallly frustrate me. People alwayyys leave. I've been watching the hills, glee, gossip girl, and desperate housewives. Everything is intense. Haha. Let's see, so I got into PSU, no surprise there, WSU, Elmhurst, and waitlisted for UP. haha. It doesn't really matter I guess. I wouldn't go there anyway even if I got in. I'm still waiting to hear back from UO. Idk what's taking so long thoughh :( My updated Christmas list is-

• colorful beret
• boooooties, but I can never find the kind I want anywear
• warm clothes, esp. jacket + cardigan
  
• super mario bros. for wii!! that looks soooo fun

I think that's itt. :)

Formspring questionn-
who's your favorite music artist?
- tegan + sara !

Some people reallly surprise you.
Ohkee, soo gonna start math.


Random pictures since the last post-











some pictures that Brandon drew- haha.

way to go

Not much has happened since my last post. School is just school. I don't care for it to much and I definitely do not put my best effort. My hardest classes are probably Stats and Senior Inq. Work has been alright too. I got my first tips on the same day. Lol. I love happy days at work. Homecoming is coming up soon and Brandon stillll hasn't asked me. I guess I need to get him a permission slip first, but stilllll. jerk -_- We still need to know if we match, haha. I hope no one has the same dress as me. That'd suck soo bad. We're meeting at Josie's first for pictures, then we're going to the Roadhouse. It's not a bad idea I guess, but it's not that cuuute. Went to OSU on Friday with Kim and Nicole. We were supposed to go for the tour, butt we were 2 hours late, so Haley and Julia gave us a tour instead. I don't like the school at all. It just seems so creepy and walking everywhere is soo tiring. They wouldn't let me drive until the very end and it was only for like 10 minutes :( Sigh. I am a good driver though!! Afterwards, we went to the game vs. Glencoe. We lost, but it wasn't terrrible. I hope we win our homecoming gamee. Yesterday was my mom's birthday. I baked her cupcakes, Brandon got her a card, Emeline got her some flowers. So my mom wanted us to go to Hong Kong for winter break and I was excited for a little bit, but then she decided not to because of swine flu. I guess if we're sick at that time and have a high temperature, the people will put us in their clinic and keep us there for a week. That's a waste of a vacation. We might go to Hawaii instead and Kathy can come with! She wanted me to go with her to California for Disneyland and stuff, but that's not happpening. I hope we can go to Hawaii. I am in need of a vacation. So I made a list of what I want for Christmas.
- Northface jacket
- dark wooden bed frame
- lap desk
- invisasheild for laptop
- camera
- singing game for wii
- marc jacobs wallet
I think that's it. But seriously, I don't really care for much. I don't care if I get the jacket or the camera or not. But it'd be nice I suppppose. I took my SATs on Saturday at Century. I was soo tired from the previous days that I'm scared I did worse and my scores were horrible to begin with. Thank gooodness I'm staying in state. Lol. I also made a list of shows I need to religiously watch. Glee, Modern Family, The Hills, Gossip Girl. I was gonna put the City, but I don't really caree too much for that. No school this Friday thanks to conferences. Yay! Hopefullly I get to go to Seattle with Brandon and his family for his cousin's thingg. If not, sigh :( I really want to watch Toy Story 1 & 2 in 3D this week, so hopefully we'll get to do that. Oh yeah. 8 months tomorrow. Haha. Such a long time. To me at leastt. :)

lovers and friends

So Emeline's been staying with me for about a week now. Troubles back home. Makes me room super small, but it's kinda cool. So for our senior project, Kathy and I are going to make bookmarks! It doesn't sound as cool as a book fair, but it'll do. It's a lot harder then it actually sounds. I hope a lot of people buy them and we make tons of money. Anyway, Brandon's been coming over often this week. It's nice :) His hat finally came. Tis cuuute. So I got my hair cut shorter, thinned out, and layered. Looks a lot betttter. I have work tomorrow @ 6. Probably going to watch a movie before then. So I got a question on formspring. It's weird. Lol. Ask more questions.
What is time to you?
I guess time is like, the clock time. Or like, good timing or bad. Or when it's the right time or when it's not. But mainly it's just the clock time.
Pictures up from the weeek.

about love

So there's a boy that I truly truly love and it's Brandon. Brandon Brandon Brandon. He hates his name :( wah. I love it. I love him. Hands down, thee best boyfriend I've ever had. He makes me smile alll the time with his cuteness and rudeness, haha. Our love is reallly great cause we can be serious, and we can also be fun and joke around with each other. It's sooo cute when he's sad, cause he just acts like a little boy and pouts. Haha. We don't tryy to upset each other, but it just happens. We argue a lot. Like A LOT A LOT. But it's never for long and it's never enough to just end things. I realllly want to spend forever with him. It doesn't matter what we'd be doing, as long as I'm with him. He makes me feel so special and I know he'd do anythingg for me. Seeing him just makes my day. When I come home from work, I just want to come home to him and just sleep. I cannot wait until we live in a nice house with our kids running around and our doggies. It'll be perfect. That's prettty much the only reason why I want to grow up. People might say that we're too young, or that we don't know what love is, or that we'll break up or whatever. I honestly don'tt care. There are people that have been trying to break us up and it's obviously not working. There's really noo way to describe our love, but what we have is real. I thought I was in love before, but it's seriously nothingg compared to this.I'm not trying to be dramatic or anything, but I don't know what I'd do without him. Seriously. It's kinda scary planning our future out cause you never know what could happen, but one thing's for sure, he'll always be there. In my other relationships, they don't last long at all. But in 10 years, we'll be together. I promise. We promised each forever, and it's going to be that way. I like how he cares for his family, actually tries in school unlike some guys, knows what he wants in life, buys me stuff :), loves me when I'm nerdy or upset + mad at him or have sores on my face. Hahaha. It's such a good feeling having someone who loves you. I can't even explain it. Someone asked me that if his arm got cut off or something if I'd still love him + be with him. And yes I would. I definitely would. He's thee best thing in my life and he's one of the few people I know who would never leave me. I can't say that he's perfect, cause he'd definitely not, but he's so perfect to me. He'll do whatever I tell him to, Haha. Cause I'm boss. Jk. I'm not a serious person, so it's nice having someone to joke around with. I'm glad that I can be the one who gets to love him, care for him, help him, be his bitch when there are a bunch of other girls who'd probably do things 10x better then I can. I know I make him upset a lot, but we only argue cause we love each other. If there was no argueing and everything was all calm and mellow, I don't think that'd get anywhere. Looking back, I don't know how I had a life without him. It's weird that one day you meet someone and you don't know how you survived without them. We're going on 8 months and he stilll makes me smile from ear to ear, stilll makes me get butterflies, still makes me want to impress him, still makes me thee luckiest girl. It's very surreal. We're honestly just 2 people who's lucky enough find each other and are willing to spend the rest of their lives together. I know we're young, but who cares. If it's love, you know it. We go through hard times cause of some obstacles, AKA my parents, but we get through it. We can get through anythingg. We don't see each other enough, but we make it work. There are other couples who have it worse. I have made mistakes in the past that if he were to do it to me, I don't know if I'd take him back, but he took me back. He loves mee :) I can't wait for us to just live our life together and love one another. I don't care what we do, as long as we're together. He's such a perfect match for me and I don't think there's anyone else out there like him. :) Together forever. That's us. <3

various pictures-

not important

Yay! I got questions on form spring. Lots of them. From the same person.
What's your favorite holiday?
Christmas, of coursee. I like present. Lol. And how a lot of people are in the spirit and how it brings everyone together.
What makes you smile on a bad day?
Friends can make me smile, especiallly the boyfriend. He can always cheer me up :) And tv shows. I love a good episode.
What's your favorite color?
PURPLE ! then yellow, then gold. My room's purple + gold :)
How many people in this world do you trust?
Haha, is there another world? I'd say about 10 or so. I don't trust that many people except for close friends + family.
What's your favorite clothing store?
I don't have one. I like forever21, but like, who doesn't.
Do you know why you love someone?
I'd love someone if they made me smile, happy, made me just want to hold them, loves me for me, helps me with stuff, makes me a bettter person. Therefore, I love Brandon.
What kind of perfume do you use?
I don't use perfume. I use this smelly goodness from VS. I need to get some Marc Jacobs Daisy though. That's now gonna be on my WANT list.
Where do you wish you were right now?
I wish that I was in a far away place with Brandon. Maybee, Tahiti! Yay. :)
more questions? ASK AWAY.
Emeline's currently showering, then we're headed off to churchy. Then, idk. Probably ironning my mom's clothes -_- Had work yesterday. Twas alright. Worked with Amanda + had some good laughhs. I have so much homework :( I hate school.

mm whatcha say

Sooo, I got 2 things on formspring, both from the bf. Haha.
delete this. & do you like me?
I want some legit questions! Lol.
FORMSPRING ME

+ yes, I love you <3 I got my senior picture orders today. I didn't get many pictures, just wallets and 2 other pictures, but I can always just print them off at Costco or something. So idk if Sophie can be in my yearbook picture, but I really hope she can. Haha. Julia's senior pictures are so cute! I love them. Especially the ones with her + Jackson. It's really adorable. I also got $25 for referring someone to Jackie. For senior inquiry, we need to write a paper on something we believe in and I'm writing about believing in karma. It's a good topic I think. I deleted my myspace a few weeks ago. I don't think I mentioned it on here, but I did. And it feels preettty good. I'm waiting for a supreme hat to come for Brandon <3 It's cute I suppose. Should come in around Tuesday.

OH YEAH. MY HAIR. It's soooo short. But it's how I wanted. I just can't believe how short it is. She didn't cut it very even though so I'm going back on Thursday to even it out and get it thinned out, and possibly layers, long layers. Then I'm thinking about dying part of it. I just don't know what though yet. Sorry about the gayness.

On Friday, Kim, Kathy, and I are gonna watch Cloudy with a chance of meatballs. Haha, I cannnot wait. Then we're gonna go to the football game and wear our snuggies. Hahaha. I'm so excited. I hope it's cold cause it's gonna be bad sweating. Hahah, eww. Julia's also visiting this weekend :) I missss her!

Can you meet me halfway right at the borderline?
That's where I'm gonna wait for you.
- Black Eyed Peas

form spring

Just made a form spring, soo ask me a question :)
F O R M S P R I N G
Pictures from camp a month ago. Dust spot is from Denny's gay camera.

oh happy day

I finallly saw Brandon today after not seeing him for a week. I really missed him. A lot a lot :) He was so cute in his V neck. Haha. His room looked really good too since he switched rooms. There's a cute little couch and a table. Anyway, that girl stilll keeps calling. So dumb. Seriously, GET A LIFEE. Here's some pictures that I forgot to post. Aboutt the first one, he hit mee. Soo, I hurt him. :)








my beautiful bestt.

he's sooooo cute.
See the flowery bag in the pictures? Some girl at school has it and wears it everyday so now I can never wear it :( Sigh. It's such a cute bag. I love flower patterns. So Taylor's litttle birthday shindig is tonight. I decided to just stay in + talk to Brandon, watch a movie by myself, do some homework. Haha. Getting my haircut tomorrow @ 12. I'm excited, but also scared. Who knows how well it's going to turn out. Then @ 6 I have work until close. Kinda scared about work since what happened last time. School's going pretty good I guess. There's an essay for senior inq about something we believe in. I have noo idea what I'm going to write. I hope Julia visits soon! :( I mish her. So, I'm going to apply at PSU and UO. Guesss I'm staying in Oregon for college. It'll be goood. Saving lots of money. Taking the SATs on October 10. I got some study books from the library so I can get a good test score. Lol. Kathy and I are trying to recruit people to apply at Regal since we don't want that many days to work anymoree. I seriously just want 1 day a week. Other people at school want jobs + to work all the time like Alana, Vinny, Randy, Kim, Nicole, Ray. They better alll apply. Emeline should apply too. It'd be so fun if more people that I know worked there. Jennifer's Body comes out this week. Probably just gonna watch it for Megan Fox. Haha, hotttttie.

"Fate determines who walks into your life but you decide who you let walk out, who you let stay, and who you refuse to let get away."